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just woke up from a nightmare. it was about the disastrous paper this morning :( it was kind of expected actually, but i was clinging onto the last hope that everyone screwed up as badly as i do. it turned out that most of the questions, probably 40% of the entire paper, came out before during the past years and i suppose anyone who did those papers and confirmed the answers should be able to do fairly well. i am one of the kiasu people who did all 3 papers, YET i wasn't able to recall some of the answers, or recalled inaccurately.

good game to me.

it was the module that was the most useless, most unprepared, most unenjoyable, most sickening, taught with the worst tutors around in ntu.

and that is BMS201 Anatomy.

someone even emailed the dean to asked if the paper could be cancelled. haha. it was this bad and we were that desperate. most of us here weren't afraid of hard work.. we wouldn't be struggling if it was a module that we could do well with hard work. we were just afraid that hard work would result in NOTHING. imagine if i hand over a textbook to you and tell you that there's an exam for it. full stop. how do you think you would study for this exam especially when the previous paper was just 2 days before it?

so many people left early for the paper. it could be that they couldn't recall a single thing and just gave up or they were super zai that all the answers just came to them. i just hope i won't fall into the bottom of the bell-curve. i think it sucks if this module's grade pulls my gpa down. can i like su this away please?

i'm done with ranting about exams. last paper next tuesday and i need lots of luck for it since i screwed up my lab report.

next up, ranting about miscellaneous stuffs.

there was once when i was eating dinner at the benches outside sbs i was ruthlessly attacked by mosquitoes. 3 fat bites. actually i don't remember mosquito bites developing into big, fat and hard lumps on me in the past. i thought it would be just a little bump and after awhile it would shrink to a small red bump like a pimple and stop itching. i don't know why but ever since i came to ntu my response to mosquito bites changed like totally. the day after i got those 3 bites, a red ring like a hullahoop appeared around one of them, and all 3 itched equally bad. the worst thing was another mysterious bite appeared at another area and it looked like shit. it was located somewhere near my biceps and i was pretty sure the whole area was swollen (unless i didn't realised until that day that i had such big muscles). all these were on my arms, which are quite badly disfigured since.

last night, i had 4 more on my legs just like the 3 on my arms. they are huge and hard too. i tried mopiko but apparently it sucks. it doesn't cure the itch, neither does it heal the bite. i tried medicated oil too, it's okay for relieving the itch but it doesn't heal the bite either. so i decided to utilise the last resource i have in my hall, and supposedly the most powerful one.

calamine lotion.

hahaha. okay it did kind of relieve the itch, and now i'm still waiting to see if it will heal the bites. praying hard it will coz i don't have anymore stuffs i can use to apply already!! hahaha. these bites are really lethal man. they take so long to recover and now both my legs and arms are equally disfigured. dammit.

another problem i have now is i'm suffering from a drought here.

whats wrong with plain water in ntu? the 2 places i frequent the most in ntu are hall and sbs, and the water sources are cui in both places. i think i'm just too picky. the water in sbs has got a strong tap smell now :( the one in hall, although i boil the water before i drink, still tastes damn funny. i had to hold my breath when i drink! maybe i should boil the water from the toilet instead of the pantry, though water from the toilet sounds even more disgusting but who cares if it doesn't have weird odour, since it's so hard to find odourless water around in ntu already.

okay, this has been a long entry. i promise i will blog with photos after exams. hahaha.. it has been a long time since i last bothered to do so. i can't wait to go home :( left home for more than a week already..

i shall give myself one night to emo tonight. hopefully tomorrow i'll feel prepared to chiong for the last lap :)

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